In my teens and 20s, I was a notorious guard let-downer. At work, in love, and with every new person I met. I was often told that I wore my heart on my sleeve. While being open to all experiences was at many times enriching and joyful, it was also hurtful and disappointing when someone stomped on my heart or betrayed my trust. When you’re young, it could be argued that this is a right of passage. And eventually, you’ll learn to keep your guard up more. Or maybe always, depending on how many times you’ve been through the ringer by the time you hit 30. Some people have developed strategies Sun Tzu would commend to protect themselves. Although even he might argue that the walls we make to keep other people out often wind up keeping us locked inside. But the thing is, as I much as try not to, try so hard not to be that girl who lets her guard down, I still do. Because when it gets right down to it, would I rather be the person with the fortress around my heart or the one who lets her guard down from time to time to discover new friendships, deeper intimacy, the possibility of true of love and, of course, a world of hurt. Yin and yang, as it were. I will say that if you’ve just been stomped on, it does help to keep plenty of Haagen-Dazs in the house. But going for a walk or reading a book can work just as well. So can a conversation with a good friend – even though you know they’ll tell you that that’s what you get for wearing your heart on your sleeve.
Word to the wise: It’s good to stand watch, but sometimes you have to listen to your heart. While it may not always be right, at least you know you have one.
What do you think about letting your guard down? Note: If I’m lucky enough to get a book deal, your comments may be published anonymously in the upcoming book, “Wise Before 25, 50 Things Young Women Need to Know.”
Nice post. I like the Sun Tzu reference. 🙂
Well, you’re always telling me to read “The Art of War.” Maybe one of these days, I will 🙂 Thanks for the comment, Speedy.
“It’s good to stand watch, but sometimes you have to listen to your heart. While it may not always be right, at least you know you have one.” I LOVE that! As in many things, balance is key. Can’t think of specific examples of being let down, I’d rather err on the side of open and trusting any day!
You are so lucky you can’t think of any specific examples 🙂 And I’m blessed to have you as friend. Thanks for your support and comments.
Great wisdom, as always Eva! Dr. Brene Brown in TED talks, extols the gift of vulnerability. She also remarks, however, that not everyone is trustworthy enough to deserve this gift. As another wise person said, “Go to your bosom: Knock there, and ask your heart what it doth know.” Shakespeare. That’s all I got.
Well what you got is pretty good! Love the Bard 🙂 Thanks for your comments and support.